All Blue

THE INTRO… Feel Free to NOT Skip it :))
Once In a while you get a sudden urge to do somethings stupid… like post personal shit on the internet in hopes that somebody out in the great somewhere actually cares about what you will unashamedly reveal about your life. Well, you know what? This is not one of those posts. Not at all. Nope, not even a bit. No my fellow Americans I did not sleep with that idea. I really don’t care whether somebody in the great somewhere actually gives a damn about my text. I do it for the heck of it.

Let’s get to it then, I’ll write about:

- Not writing (for a while)

- Fiscal imprudence

- Self Improvement & Dating (whoopty doo)

- Meh, that’s enough for the day don’t you think? After all my car will probably be repaired by the time I’m done typing this.

Great, so… Not writing…

 I’m a lazy ass. Get over it.  I can make a myriad of excuses such as having a crappy keyboard on an iphone while lacking a computer to write on, being a lazy ass, procrastinating, finger pain from typing on a small screen… oh yea I mentioned that - nvm, lack of motivation and all that jazz, preoccupation with other more important things (eating, sleeping, fu..bricating excuses to include in this post, university work, a semi-existent social life [yay!!], and more), and more (grammar ftw). Right so I’m back. Probably not for long, but love me when I’m here and miss when I’m gone.

That was fast, moving on to Fiscal Imprudence.

I am imprudent. My lazy ass (already established that) doesn’t assert itself to get a summer job though to support self through University. Mental Note: Get a job to support self through university. Because of that I shamefully dependent on my mother for finances in 100% everything. this is bad. Bad Bad Bad. I sent out a coupe resumes via internet already, but no answer so far. I’ll start making calls tomorrow. In the meantime… I better save up on them pennies… and maybe play guitar on the street for change. My un-nimble fingers need the practice to be nimble. Digressions aside, I need a job that will allow me to study part time, make fairly decent $$$ on the side and won’t bore me to death. Let’s get at it… oh and saving money rather than spending it all on Starbucks helps too. Mental Note: Stop tumblring in Starbucks.

Self Improvement & Dating Free Three Month Long Workshop Thingy Costs 80$… Those Bastards!

Well so much for the free idea. Considering I’m 14 g.rand in depbt, with no cash in my pocket, and a 4/5 of my overdraft limit used up, spending money on this seems like such a damn lucrative idea considering how well it’s marketed. I’d hate to spend the 80$ but their program is so damn interesting. Ok so it’s aimed at increased dating success and that is fairly interesting, but what attracts me to invest my non-existent capital on this thing is how the program works on things much greater such as social interactions, and possible business applications. I have no clue what to do with a business (and if I did my credit probably won’t allow me an even 20$ loan to get started). I’m on the fence about this whole thing and I’ll speak to the main guy and maybe he’ll help me work it off somehow.

Dammit, my car still isn’t done!

Ok, You’ve probably read this much faster than I typed it because on my part I actually had to… aaah… think :))). Anyway point is that they’re taking their time… longer than they said they will anyway. I’m not complaining or anything - I got some time but that means I ran out of planned things to write about. That’s a damn shame. This dilemma calls for a…

BONUS!!!

Don’t you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside now? Mind you, if I suddenly drop off please know that the car repair people called, so don’t be mad would you please? Awesome :) Thanks. Moving on…

So Summer School is a bitch. We all know it, but when duty calls you must answer. I really net to boost GPA Boosted because its QUITE low at the moment, so bad in fact it’s unmentionable (hence I didn’t mention it). If I don’t, there will be no medical school for me. Yea yea, I want to go. That I do not rhyme for show, so now you know. Good for you. Moving on, My only hope is to get pretty much a 4.0 GPA in ALL my remaining courses to even have a shot, an average which is in an eye-jarring contrast to what I currently deserved.

Now you may ask why I’m narcissistically bitching about my life so much… well you know what!?

Good question! Have a golden star!

Now I gotta go. You know why ;)